SPIES! - We're so done, Agents!

Hello, Agents!

SPIES! the script is officially complete. And boy-oh-boy is it a fun one.

We're also officially registered for the Fringe Festival in September!

I will be writing a post soon to introduce my behind-the-scenes crew, including our producer and director.

Also, all kinds of fascinating tidbits about the tech components of the show, including the infamous spy-handler ChatBot, who is the 9th character in the play. (They are Clever, Unpredictable, and Totally Sarcastic.)

In the meantime, sign up here to stay in-the-loop about all things SPIES! related, including when tickets go on sale. We expect the interactive tickets to go fast, so signing up is the best way to stay on top of things.

Your mission if you choose to accept it (and even if you don't)

SPIES! - Getting to the (first) finish line

The registration window for Philadelphia Fringe Festival is open as of March 1!

And I still have not registered SPIES! ("spies, exclamation point") yet.

Why?

Because I still have not quite finished the script. I am super duper close. Just the pesky ending(s) to tackle.

Wait...ending(s)?!?!?!

Yes! Because the end will change based on the attendee's decisions. So... I need to write a few versions of the ending, and see how that layers in. It isn't the simplest thing. At our last meeting of the Bourbon Bowls (my playwriting group), I was asked for a diagram of the entire play. Yes, that's a good thing to do. Because keeping track of all of the, well, tracks, can only be done in diagram form!

Other things I will need to do:

  1. Hire a producer
  2. Hire a director
  3. Hire actors
  4. Secure a venue
  5. Register for Fringe Fest
  6. Get insurance
  7. Make an LLC

NBD. Totally doable. Anyway, aiming to have a first reading in May! Here goes nothing...

 

A full day: Daybreaker and Seed Packing

Wednesday was quite the day.

It all started with waking up an hour earlier than usual to attend Daybreaker, the morning dance party. Yes. Dancing from 7 - 9 am at a club, but instead of drinking alcohol, it's all coffee and tea and juice and water. And eating bananas.

This. Was. A. Blast.

Honestly, they greet you at the door with hugs. Everyone is happy and positive and nice and supportive. There was a dance circle and everyone cheered for anyone who got in the middle. No one was awkwardly hitting on anyone. No one was falling over drunk. It was the most fun I've ever had at a club!

About 3 pm, my good mood and high energy crashed and I needed a nap but alas! 2 more hours of work.

Then we headed to a Seed Packing event. Basically, all of these heirloom seeds are gathered and put into jars. So we helped get them into labeled packets at the correct measurement for distribution to urban farmers. Pretty neat! These are seeds of beans and veggies that may be rare or extinct otherwise. It was great to hear stories about the varieties of seeds and to spend some time with my friends.

But I must say I was pretty exhausted by 8 pm.

I looked for a full-on awesome thematic link to write about these 2 events, but I don't have one. Let's just say they were super cool and outside of the norm. So I think "stepping out of your comfort zone" is the theme. And it was awesome.

So as we forge ahead into February, I want to keep on keepin on and I hope to go to another Daybreaker! (but then immediately after work go home and take a nap)

Rock on, friends!

2017: A Year in Review

So here in the waning weeks of 2017, I, like many of you, wanted to take a moment to pause and reflect. Because it has been A Year in so many ways.

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Writing: I started the year finishing a book and I spent the spring rewriting half of a book. In June I revisited an old WIP and promptly abandoned it. In July I started a brand new WIP and abandoned it a month later. This fall I've started in on an even different WIP, and I am still digging into it. It is hard. It is so, so hard to work on a new story when I don't even feel like I have my footing in the world. Maybe it's because this is my most "real world" world that I've created. Maybe it's because I don't have a complete image of my main character yet. I'm not sure. But I am sure that I will get there.

I also made muchos progress on my choose-your-own-adventure immersive theater play. I am very excited about it. I want to do a reading of it in 2018. GOALS!

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Life: I had a wonderful happy year with my friends and family. I am in a very wonderful relationship with a wonderful person (a huge reason why 2017 was awesome). I've been to such super cool events this year with amazing people. I've made new friends and deepened existing relationships. I've celebrated successes and mourned alongside people that matter to me. I am so, so, so lucky to have all of you here in my heart.

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Lessons learned: I've learned a lot of things about what I need to be happy in life and in love.

  • I've learned to say no to things that would be taking away my time instead of giving to my heart.
  • I've learned that I need to keep up my physical activity level. Regular yoga (2-3 times a week) is a must. Biking has also been a wonderful addition (and my bike is the CUTEST!)
  • I've learned that you do really teach people how to treat you.
  • I've learned (again and again) that my friends are the best, best, best.
  • I've learned it's okay to say no to writing when LIVING is happening. Sometimes you gotta step back from trying to constantly produce and just enjoy living.

So, happy END OF 2017, everyone. Seriously. I have faith in the future, because we have to. Keep swimming, keep fighting, keep arting. And keep sharing the love.

"That's how we're gonna win. Not fighting what we hate, saving what we love."

Managing My Writing Load

November ... for many writers, this means NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month), a worldwide movement where writers try to write 50,000 words in the month. I have participated for about 6-7 years now, and I usually manage about 20k on a project already underway. The only time I "won" (hit 50k) was when I was heavily editing a work that was almost done. So I don't think it technically counted.

So here we are at the almost-halfway point on the 14th. This year I am up to 13,000 words on a book I started writing on Nov. 1. The fact that I have averaged 1,000 words a day in the last 13 days is astounding to me. Because, in November, I am also:

  • still working my full-time job
  • taking PlayPenn's 7-week workshop and trying to also write major words on my play (not counting those words to my NaNo wordcount)
  • still spending time with friends and family
  • Thanksgiving, weekend travel, etc.

Basically, ALL THE THINGS! And still writing. It's hella difficult, friends. I know that many of you are struggling with writing along with a host of other challenges and commitments. We are all trying to "just keep swimming," aren't we?

I don't really have any great words of wisdom, other than to say whether you hit 50k or 5k or even just 500 words this month, it's okay. It's a big challenge and you need to be kind to yourself above all.

Good luck with writing!

There and Back Again

Last night, I had the pleasure and honor of singing with the Mendelssohn Club of Philadelphia, The Philadelphia Boy Choir, and the Philadelphia Orchestra for a performance of Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King Live. This was the third movie, and the third year I have participated in this incredible experience. So to mark the occasion, I wanted to record some thoughts.

Although I don't sing with the choir year round, I am very lucky to be able to participate as a member for these concerts. And considering that the music is for a trilogy of movies (and books) I love, it is even better. I've seen the movies too many times to count, and the music has always been one of the soundtracks that burrowed into head and heart.

My main point for writing this post is to remind myself that there is value in "fellowship" of the artistic sort, always. Joining with other humans to pull off something of the magnitude that we have done on three random nights over three summers... it's worthwhile. Always. That's not just because the audience screams like we are literal rockstars (something which -- spoilers! -- isn't too common for choir singers), it's the shared emotion, the feeling of being on a journey that makes it matter. The exchange of LOTR trivia backstage, the ability to hone a page of music through repetition and the infusion of emotion via crescendo, the way we can sit and watch the movie and all scream "THIS IS MY FAVORITE PART" at at least 10 different moments... yeah. It's pretty darn special.

And now it's over. I don't know if we will do another movie series next summer. I don't know what comes next! But, I am still so proud of the work we all did over the last 3 years to make this happen. We brought a stunning musical experience to people and engaged with a story in such an intimate and powerful way. We took the ring to Mordor, and we made it back to the Shire.

And we did it together.

 

New May Challenge!

Hi Friends! So as many of you know, along with the novels, I've also be working on (on and off) an immersive theater play/game for the last year. It is called Spies!  and I had the great pleasure of being a part of the PlayPenn 7-week workshop last spring. I also was lucky to have a great class, and to be able to continue to work with some of these folks in our own offshoot playwriting group. 

 My blurred out layout of how this wacky thing works! SPOILERS!

My blurred out layout of how this wacky thing works! SPOILERS!

Anyway, the way the play works, it has a number of branching options and endings. The script therefore is going to end up very, very long. So far, I am done Act 1, and one version of Act 2. There will be two versions of Act 2, four versions of Act 3, and eight versions of Act 4. It's a lot of writing to do, but I gotta get going.

Therefore, I am challenging myself to MAKE HUGE PROGRESS during the month of May! Stay tuned here for updates, snippets, and general ranting as this challenge continues. 

Hugs and high fives!
Kat

Groundhog Day: Escaping the Time Loop

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I was recently watching the first season of a fantasy show* on Netflix, and towards the end of the season a character reveals that everything they had experienced up until now had been part of a time loop. They'd gotten that far something like 40+ times, and each time they had chosen one element to change at the outset to try to change the outcome. And in the most recent iteration, they made the biggest, most dramatic change yet. And it had changed everything. (Ripples in a pond, butterfly effect, whatever.) 

The thing that surprised me the most, though, was that in a subsequent episode, the main character was able to see his flaws for the first time and recognize that just because he wanted to be the hero, didn't mean he was meant to be the hero. He is able to see his own limitations and pride, and step aside in favor of someone who was more skilled. That moment of insight gave me my own moment of insight--that we are all able to break free of our own patterns at any time. It just takes a lot of work.

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Basically, the idea of the "time loop" for me came to mean "doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome." If you've seen the classic and awesome movie Groundhog Day, you know what a time loop is. The MC (main character) is stuck reliving the same day over and over and over until he is able to learn how to be selfless, and thus get his love interest to fall in love with him. (yeah. in a day. yeah, he had been a douche up to that day. yeah, that part is a little far fetched. it's a movie!)

So after ~34 years (according to this article), he is able to break out of his timeloop. WOW. Self realization takes a long time, apparently. In his case, it was a lot of little things that made the difference, but I would argue that his first major, massive change is the realization that he couldn't achieve his goal if he wasn't willing to change. That insight started the whole thing.

From a writer's perspective, this moment of insight is usually thought of as the midpoint / mirror moment (according to James Scott Bell). It is the first time the MC realizes who they could be if they get over the "wound" (aka the lie they believe about themself that is preventing them from becoming the best version of themself). They look in the mirror and ask if they can get there, and they usually start trying to take steps after that moment to change. They want to break out of the time loop they have built for themself by being unwilling to see that they need to change if they want to be successful.

Newsflash: this also can happen in real life! You can realize what bad patterns (or "time loops") you have written yourself into, and you can get yourself out of them. No, I am not transitioning from an author to a self-help guru. But I wanted to add some personal stakes to the post.

 

 

So what is/was my "time loop" you may ask? (personal question there, guys!) Basically, I realized that for me, many of my past romantic relationships had adhered to what authors Amir Levine and Rachel Heller call the "anxious-avoidant trap" in their amazing book Attached.  (If you only read one book this year, read this book. Seriously. Life changing stuff in there.) And that as long as I kept following the same pattern, I was doomed to repeat the same fate. As in, an unhappy Kat in a relationship that wasn't providing what I was looking for.  That was my time loop. And escaping it luckily did not involve 34 years of learning to be a professional ice sculptor or piano player.  It just involves recognizing avoidant attachers (read the book), and not pursuing relationships with them.

I think for anyone, and for your MC in your stories, change is always going to be a challenge. But self-awareness is an important first step in the process. Actively trying to change yourself (after becoming willing to change yourself) is one of the things we love to see in good MCs! We can all benefit from some self-examination of what our own personal "time loops" are, and some deep thinking about how to escape them.

Feel free to sound off in the comments: what's your time loop? How are you doing in the escape process? Did you like the movie Groundhog Day? Did you like the unnamed fantasy show that featured the time loop?

 

 

* I don't want to tell you the show, because it was such a neat reveal, it blew my mind...and I wouldn't want to take that away from you. If you desperately want to know, just message me and I will tell you. But I digress.

Some thoughts on loving Sherlock Holmes

Like John, I met Sherlock* at a time in my life when I needed a charismatic, brilliant, loyal companion who could point the way. I’ve found that the context of our own stories at the time we encounter new ones colors everything: our reading, our appreciation… our understanding.  Although I had not just returned from a war like John, I had been through a bit of an ordeal.  So being welcomed in to 221B felt natural, and joining on the adventures felt both exciting and safe.

 

In early 2008, I stayed awake into the wee hours reading from the complete works, crawling deeper into the chase, along the streets of Victorian London or into the fog along the moors.  I remember one quote that particularly struck me: “She had a sonic secret sorrow, that woman.” (The Copper Beeches)  

What Sherlock really gives us is this relationship that makes us feel like the star. We are Watson, the one person let into the heart (ish) of a man brilliant beyond any we've ever met. Experiencing the story through Watson's perspective is magical. Being the one trusted confidant (ish) of Sherlock Holmes is a dream and a nightmare at once. On the one hand: Adventures! On the other hand: that we don't understand until our so-called bestie explains them!

Then of course there are the many adaptations (2 tv shows and the movies since then, innumerable pastiches, inspired-by stories and other forms) ... but the original canon is the true heart of it. The adaptations are interesting, but the canon is everything. (I know, controversial stance. But you can't have the one without the other.)

I still love Sherlock Holmes. I really enjoyed participating in Columbia's Sherlock Holmes and the Internet of Things project last year, and look forward to seeing how the project expands. I have had many an amazing conversation with some incredible Sherlockians (namely meeting Jon Lellenberg earlier this year... he is just such a cool, cool person).

Sherlock has brought me to so many realizations about myself and my life. In particular, how much a story can burrow into our hearts, and then form unbreakable bonds between us and other people. How many people around the world feel like Baker Street is a part of their own lives? (I don't have any stats on this. Happy for anyone to answer haha). But seriously. Meeting other people, geeking out over a story that feels real and ingrained... it forges connections quickly and deeply. Maybe that's a bad thing, maybe that's a good thing. Either way, it IS something that cannot be discounted or denied. The stories that fill our hearts pull us together. And Sherlock is, for me, one of those stories.

 

 

So this week, as another season of the BBC's Sherlock airs and I engage with conversations with other fans online, speculating on what could happen is episode 4.3, I am looking back and looking forward at the stories that have filled my heart and mind up. And I am so thankful that 130 years ago, Arthur Conan Doyle decided to write a story about two strangers who became family and their adventures along the way.

 

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*Of course I knew about Sherlock Holmes since I was a little kid. But I had never read through the complete works until 2008.